Ufuoma Essi: Is My Living in Vain

6 Oct-18 Dec 2022
PV 5 Oct 2022, 6.30-8.30pm


Gasworks presents a major new film commission by London-based filmmaker and artist Ufuoma Essi. Informed by Black feminist epistemology, her films and moving image works examine history as an embodied experience. 

Essi makes abundant use of archival footage intercut with heterogeneous materials including homemade VHS tapes, YouTube clips and analogue 16mm footage shot on location. It is through an embodied exploration of archives that her work aims to disrupt the silences and gaps in the dominant visual narratives.

Is My Living in Vain is a meditation on the continuing history and emancipatory potential of the Black church as a space of diasporic belonging, affirmation and community organising. Weaving together archival imagery, oral histories and shot footage, Essi’s film follows a tangled thread of personal and collective memories in order to interrogate the church’s contribution to a Black radical tradition. 

At Gasworks, Essi will celebrate the performativity within informal spaces of congregation, looking at the political, spiritual and existential connections between communities in Philadelphia and south-east London, two locations intimately bound to the artist’s personal biography. The film will be presented as part of an immersive installation exploring parallels between the church and the cinema as sites of shared communal experience.

Is My Living in Vain is commissioned and produced by Gasworks and Te Uru Waitākere Contemporary Gallery, Auckland, where a second instalment of the exhibition will be presented in 2023. The film is also generously supported by Arts Council England.

Gasworks commissions are supported by Catherine Petitgas and Gasworks Exhibitions Supporters.


Ufuoma Essi: Is My Living in Vain | Press Release

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